User blog:Eilonwyn/I am stuck

So like, I need a bit of help here.

Basically, I feel as if my passion for this stuff is not being answered as well as I want. It is...tough to describe.

I feel...out of place here, you know? Sorta like the title says, that I'm stuck.

I long to write larger pieces, but I haven't had the time nor the opportunity lately. I long to join actually fast moving RPs again, yet I can't keep up, and have lost my way on Heavy is the Head, so I'm getting...frustrated.

Not just at me, but at other users too, and it hurts, cause I don' like feeling that way.

Y'all know me, have known me for years, and some of you are legit my closest friends, but I just dunno what to do anymore, or how to juggle all of this, my commitments IRL and everything else.

Halp please, cause I want to get back into Heavy and be a Morgan bitch! I want to not feel awkward and alone in the chat! I want to...to not feel mad at anyone here either!

I want to be great again! Help me please...

Help me..

Make Emma Great Again! (xD)

~Any advice/assistance is appreciated, and sorry for the emo post yet again, lord knows I didn't want my first blog in forever to be this XD~