Board Thread:Roleplaying/@comment-3293219-20151216005727/@comment-5583506-20151216025534

Siri had grown the past two years. Though she was still fairly shy and timid, she had made progress in managing to overcome her anxiety about meeting new people or facing difficult situations. Her sisters had been kind enough to celebrate her 21st birthday by buying her books on the subject of art and music. She had yet to tell them about Utahsi's and her engagement since she felt it necessary to wait until they were back in their ancestral homeland. She truly did love him, and she believed that he had become even more handsome than before.



Suri was still obedient and loyal to Shakti who kept her in line whenever their seemed to be an incident with another group member.



Sari was almost at her breaking point, eager to find out just what had become of Kaz' passion. She had unwillingly gone into a celibacy just to show it to him just how much she was willing to sacrifice to prove that they could very well become a pair. Of course, whenever she got a private and silent moment for herself she took care to serve herself in whatever way possible just to get rid off the aching itch. She wanted him, but if he soon couldn't decide what he was aiming for in life not only would she become delusional, but also lose her self-esteem. Something which was awkward because she had always thought highly of herself. It was just that her feelings for him that had grown during those two years had awoken something within her she couldn't even begin to explain. It... hurt... inside of her. And she couldn't imagine what it would feel like to lose him... or to lose her love for him... She wanted to be accepted. She wanted to hear a "yes". Only then would she stop doubting herself, because the doubt was slowly killing her, eating her up from the inside.

She told herself over and over that it wasn't love, but by this time she had already accepted that this... this affliction was something she would never be rid off... until she had a straight answer...



Shakti loved Gabriel with all her heart. But somewhere it seemed that there was a stone in his shoe, aching whenever she suggested certain things. She was 27 and had no intention to live and die a childless woman. She was well aware that their quest wouldn't be put to rest at anytime soon for any upbringing of a child, but at the same time she couldn't be certain that either of them would be alive and well after taking down Tharn. If they took down Tharn. She wanted to make her legacy a certainty, but after suggesting the idea of a child Gabriel had turned cold and distant for no apparent reason. She had tried to come through to him, but he had persisted.

It felt like she had hurt him somehow, but at the same time he was hurting her with his stubborness. She still loved him, but she didn't like this rift that seemed to be growing between them. She wanted a child... Gabriel wanted... And that's where it was cut short for her. She didn't know what he wanted, but she could tell as much that putting a child into the world was not in his interest...