Board Thread:Roleplaying/@comment-3293219-20151216005727/@comment-5583506-20151219031913

This one needs to let go, Sari told herself over and over inside her head. ''Just let go. It was a silly dream, nothing more.''

The more she thought of it however, the more it hurt. She couldn't bear it to let her love for Kaz go, even if she had wanted to. She could no longer tell anymore what hurt her the most; knowing that Kaz would never be hers, or knowing that she would never be able to find what everyone except for her seemed to find: true love.

It felt like just another cruel just of the gods. Most people could never have whomever they pointed at, yet were bestowed with the gift of being able to stay together with their one true love. While she was different, she could have any man or woman she wanted... for one night. But she could never find someone who would be able to understand her, to stand by her side, to be loyal to her. Kaz had been that one person, yet he had slipped from her grasp and she was just struggling with herself to accept the painful fact.

She hid her face in her palm as she heard the knockings on the bedroom door. "Don't... come in", she said, her voice as faint as a whisper.

"Sari, it's Siri", said the youngest sister from the other side of the door. "Are you okay? Khajiit heard from the others that you weren't feeling well?"

"This isn't feeling well, yes", confirmed Sari who just wanted to be alone and cry for her own misery. "Please, Siri. Just... just leave this one alone..."

"Oh. Uhm... yes... Siri will... Siri will be with the others if you need something, yes?"

"Y-yes", said Sari as her voice finally broke apart.

But Siri had already left by the time her older sister started to cry.