Board Thread:Roleplaying/@comment-26245872-20150116141921/@comment-32663439-20150123043631

(Sorry for strange font. This was written outside of wiki, when I didn't have wifi.)



Fanari looked away from Syinter to his hand resting on hers. A couple tears streaked down her face. “I…I’ve tried to feel those emotions again. I tried with Talion, I tried on my own….and it’s like I’ve lost my ability to love. Or to be genuinely happy. I still feel the negative emotions full force. Sadness. Rage. But I don’t feel happy about anything. I feel terrible, constantly. No matter what I do, I feel it pressing all around me; I feel like bursting into tears half of the time, and I feel like hurting somebody the other half. The bad emotions fill in the gaps that the good left behind.”



She wiped the tears away. “I’ve tried so hard that a lot of the time I’ll act like I find something entertaining, or that I’m happy. I guess it’s more for the sake of other people. When I’m in private, I don’t fake it anymore. I just cry for no reason.” She looked back up at Syinter, and then made a smile that seemed genuine. After a second, she dropped the smile, going back to her frown. “Seems convincing, doesn’t it?” she muttered as she looked back down to the water.



Vanessa shrugged. “What you plan to do with whatever you find there is your business.” She then stood up, looking down at Aurelius. “Unless there’s anything else, I suppose I’m off to rent a room. Nice meeting you, Aurelius.”



(Mebbe you could let her spend the night with you, free of charge ;)  )

(No but seriously, she’ll leave if you don’t make some sort of move. *Nudge, nudge.*)