Board Thread:Roleplaying/@comment-3293219-20170721212431/@comment-24123288-20170725091648

"Ugh...gods.." Julie groaned, having been apparently awake for a bit.

"I used to think that of Maria you know. Don't go being dumb just cause you think you aren't good enough."

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Roz plopped on Kades bed since he didn't mind her being here alone and pulled out her book. Thumbing through the pages, she sighed as she fell onto a blank one and began to write.

Dearest Diary She began, rolling her eyes in mild embarassment at the chidishness of it all.

''A lot has happened since I last got the chance to write down this journey here. We took down that stupid ship and the last of the Dwemer, but it's all gone a bit wrong. Turns out Amdzel, the big metal second in command dude right? Well he is in charge now! We have no idea where he is and there is this guy...making us all dream about him.''

''He seems  fucking crazy! ''

''And! We don't even have any idea where to find him either! ''

''But those things pale in comparison to what happened down at the lake yesterday. Zak he...he finally answered my affections!''

''This whole trip I've been longing for something from him. He's just so...sexy and strong and I...I dunno! I want to see him happy. Not carry around his guilt...''

I can truly say that us being there together in that lake, even though it was just a few kisses, well...

Roz sighed again, happily as she thought on the past few hours.

''It was one of the happiest times of my life. How I hope he realises it made me so joyful. ''

''And now...well now Kade has confessed his thoughts and feelings of me as well. ''

''I like him too, truly. But he never seems to be very...conversational. Like I could talk to Zak for hours I think, but maybe I just need to give the guy time, he is pretty shy and ragged on quite a lot in this group for that.''

''But he kissed me too! Oh gods, nothing for years and years since fleeing Hammerfell, but now look at this, two people come along at once and I have no idea what I am doing!''

<p style="font-weight:normal;">Roz grumbled to herself, closing her diary and tucking it back into her stuff. She leaned back on Kades bed and closed her eys, a few tears spilling out, though she quickly stopped them, having learned how to, years ago.

<p style="font-weight:normal;">When she was still living in that hot, wretched place, with her useless parents who only saw her as a tool, her diary was the only way she could cope with everything, and til this day, she makes sure to write her thoughts down, so she can make sense of them, every chance she gets.

<p style="font-weight:normal;">"How many more books am I gonna add to my home by the end of this."