Board Thread:Roleplaying/@comment-26245872-20150123171346/@comment-32663439-20150126065109

Fanari stared at the water. "If you're sure that you're okay with me being with him, I promise. I never want to bring any harm to Syinter. I've already invaded your private thoughts and probably made you hate me. I don't want to make him hate me too."

She let out a forced chuckle. "I just wanted to get to know you a bit, but the moment you showed any form of affection for Syinter besides being his sister, I just....latched on to it. It's kind of like almost every other one of my friendships or acquaintances. I've managed to somehow fuck up all of them except for a few. I used to have a lot of friends. I strived to be nice to everyone. But after I lost my memory, everyone at the college started to avoid me. I didn't know why, and it just stacked onto my depression. Now I have Siris, Talion, Lily and Syinter. They're my only friends.

"Talion, he likes me too. I don't like him back, but he likes me anyway. I managed to make him depressed because of it. A couple others liked me too. I never liked them back. Some of them are still depressed. Why do people have to like me? What's so special about me? I only like Syinter. All the rest, they either despise me, constantly try to woo me, or become depressed."

The depression seemed to still be in her mind, trying to take root again. It had completely enveloped her before, and it didn't want to give up its hold on her.

Vanessa said "Well, now that you're ready and prepped for action, you can take your pick." She unbuckled the straps on her cuirass, removing it and making everything available to see.