User blog:Apollo42/So... Yeah...

Hey, everyone.

So, as I'm sure some of you have noticed, I haven't been around much these past few days.

There are good reasons I could list off to you, like: Oh, it was exam week, then I had family visiting, then I had job interviews, blah, blah, blah. But the bottom line is... I've been missing, for good reason.

Recently, I was called out on it, and this caused me to step back and consider what I was still doing here.

Honestly, I feel like my problems on here are like the shingles.

The shingles will show up, after contact with chicken pox, and really hurt. It will then disappear, only to crop up later.

Many of you may consider this a strange metaphor, but I have a good reason.

I'm honestly heartsick. I've lost my love for RPing. Like the shingles, it has appeared before, having come into contact with other problems in my real life and on the wiki. Like the shingles, it really hurts.

This time has been the worst.

The last time I wrote a blog post was two months ago, when I tried to leave.

I had a bit of a jolt, when I clutched on tight to the wiki, but my RPing love has once again run out of my fingers, like sand.

I'm going to take a sabbatical.

I'm going to take a step back.

First, I'm going to be a 'good' friend and finish out a few RPs: The Return of the King, and Molon Labe. I expect to be done by the end of June.

Then, I'm going to be gone. I'm going to see how this affects my life, and try to stay off the wiki.

I'm going to pop back up in August. If you all are still around, and still want me, I'll return. Of course, I'll have to want to, as well.

So... Yeah...

I'm sorry, to everyone who this inconveniences. But I can't, honestly, go on like this. I'm sorry.

So... Yeah...

~Sunny