Board Thread:Roleplaying/@comment-19164168-20161129145539/@comment-25073873-20161201144719

HambleBee wrote:

"No, it's not about the job. I know what must be done and the risks involved" Alan said, before saying the main thing in his mind.

"About what you said back on the Solitude docks... I wanted to say thank you" he admitted, as he dropped his pride for the moment now that nobody could see them.

"You were right. Back then, all i could think about was revenge. It clouded my judgment as well as my ability to think clearly" he sighed

"Since then, I feel comfortable for the first time. I realized that me seeking vengeance all the time is likely something my mother wouldn't have wanted.

There's nothing I can do to change the past now. What's done is done. I suppose there's nothing else to it but to keep moving forward, right?" "Yes, and we could do with moving forward right now, silly. Rather than you gushing about how wise my words were or how much you actually desire me as a trophy wife. Because both aren't a main priority now. Especially not the first" frowned Erissa as she raised her hand up, and decided to take a swipe at the back of Alan's head. She wanted to get him back to reality and the mission as fast as possible.

"I get it you want to talk about other things. A lot of men have asked. But as I said, we probably don't feel anything for each other, so let's leave it as a social contract, especially if you intend to marry me to save myself from your family. You shouldn't lie to yourself, as I am not lying to you" noted Erissa, her voice taking on a softer tone, the hard edge sliding away.

"Let's think of what we need to do now, ok? Unlike you, I don't have an eternity to wait out and second guess myself. I can't stop forging on. I just do not have your time."