Board Thread:Roleplaying/@comment-3293219-20160301230548/@comment-3293219-20160306203050

The Note was in surprisingly neat handwriting and was penned recently...

"Miri

''No doubt Faldras has returned to you by now, hopefully you know what's happened. I just want to say exactly what the issue is.''

I can't do this.

''I've gotten through life, deflecting everything thrown at me and when I got hit, it was manageable. But those hits left scars, scars that exist deep inside my mind and haunt me every morning, when I wake up, every night, when I sleep and they even haunt my dreams. To know that you must go through the same thing, that you're suffering every time I look at you and that you're going to continue to make yourself suffer, it just hurts.''

''You're the most wonderful thing that's happened to me and simultaniously the worst. I know that I can't help you and I'm not strong enough to stand by you, knowing that my reward for going through all of that pain will be little more than an eternity without you. ''

''It's funny, because I always wanted it this way. For you and Faldras to end up together and for me to slip away, guess I should've been careful for what I wished for. Had I known, I would've done everything in my power to protect you from this, even if it meant that I had to leave as a consequence, it would be worth it knowing that you're safe.''

''What's done is done and the only thing that we can do is pick ourselves up and carry on. I'm sorry for failing you, truly, I am. Not just in protecting you from your own kindness but for not being able to be there for you to help you through this difficult time.''

I love you

Jude"