Board Thread:Roleplaying/@comment-29461586-20150214131106/@comment-5583506-20150215034044

Rikki couldn't sleep well. It wasn't just because of the fact that she still had nightmares about her mother's horrible passing, but because she felt so lonely all the time. There wasn't a single soul in the Sanctuary she could speak to like a normal person. It was always: "Understood, Listener" or "Will do, Listener". It felt like they only agreed with her opinions out of fear for being punished. She didn't want that. She wanted someone by her side. Someone more human than the indoctrinated bunch she had to deal with on a daily basis...

As she lied down in her bed she found that her thoughts were constantly drifting to Xad. What was he doing now? Was he even thinking about her as she thought about him?

''Of course not, you silly. Xad is a Companion! He is handsome and boasts some of the finest morale in all of Skyrim. He probably has found someone else by this moment. Someone who can make him happy. Someone he deserves. Not some thief. Not some wannabe-Companion. And most certainly not the Listener of the Dark brotherhood herself!''

As she was lying there in her bed and thought about him she payed no mind to where her hand was going. It fumbled its way down between her legs, gently touching herself in places no one else had been before.

She moaned slightly, but tried to keep it down, in case someone else was listening.

''Xad... Rikki misses you...''

She felt a wave of heat rush through her body and how the small area between her legs suddenly turned warm and moist...