Board Thread:Roleplaying/@comment-29461586-20150316224104/@comment-24344819-20150326185638

"I´m not a very religious person." Ykfes replied.

"Why?" Ayrenn asked.

"We don´t really pray to the Divines in Oblivion." She clarified.

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Upon coming closer Hey could see that she was violently beating with her bare fist against the tree. Her fist was already bloody.

Hey put a hand on her shoulder.

"Stop it. You´re hurting yourself."

She twitched when his hand touched her shoulder. She had obviously not expected anyone to go after her. She turned around.

"Fuck. What are you doing here?" She angrily asked. "Nevermind, just leave me alone." She wanted to turn around again but Hey grabbed her and prevented her from doing it.

"That should be treated." He told her with a nod at her fist. "Doesn´t it hurt?"

"Fuck off." She replied. "I´m venting. Leave me alone for a while."

"Not if you´re hurting yourself."

"Leave!" She shouted. Then she got quiet all of a sudden. "All these...repressed feelings are coming up...i need to put them away again. The pain helps."

"But the pain won´t solve anything. It won´t go away like that. If...if you just tell someone what happened, if you face your fears, then i´m sure you will get over it."

"I know it won´t go away if i simply don´t think about it." She replied a bit more irritated. "But spilling it out won´t make what happened any less true. I´ll never forget that shitty experience and if i let anyone else know i´ll just be embarrased in front of the others and feel bad and i already feel bad enough."

"That bad feeling will only last a short time. In the long term, you´ll feel better once you get it off your soul."

"´Oh, look at me, the poor victim´" She mocked. "I´m not a crybaby you fucking dimwit."

"How else do you want to deal with a traumatic experience? Eventualy, it will destroy you."

"What´s your deal anyway?" She asked agressively. "What do you know about it? Why do you care? This has nothing to do with you! This is my problem - not yours! I´m strong enough to handle it!"

"You can´t be sure about that. Rarely anyone is. And the reason why i care is...because i feel a responsebility. I am the reason your friends have been killed, remember? I want to help you and i will."

"You have no idea how hard i want to hit you right now."

"Get your fist treated first."

"Fuck you!" She hit him in the face with her fist. She hissed in pain afterwards.

"Lets go back and get that treated." Hey insisted. There was a red spot from her hit on his right cheek.

"Fuck off." She quietly muttered in response, though she went with him anyway.