Board Thread:Roleplaying/@comment-3293219-20151216005727/@comment-29559990-20151219160122

(So, please allow me to get this straight.

Kaz has NOT, I repeat, NOT, made a decision yet. George makes a decision to skip ahead two years, which hurts Kaz by making him far more indecisive. And then, Laz makes the decision to assume that he's chosen Nissa (He hasn't...), and so now all of her characters hate Kaz, while George and Shills have already made their chars hate Kaz enough, and you have all decided on doing this to him as he realizes his entire life before He was 10 was a complete lie...

And you guys think I'm ridiculous for being paranoid about things going wrong. This shit is precisely the reason why I want to leave. I join an RP, and I automatically become the public enemy number 1. And Shills can attest to that (You were there for Seraphim and The Rose. You saw it, too.). Practically every move I make, it's either garnered the hatred of every character in the RP or the mockery of everybody in chat. Sometimes, both. How am I supposed to move on in an RP where every little decision I make brings the whole world down on top of me? How in the hell am I not supposed to worry about everything that I do when everything I do leads to pain and suffering?

But you know what, it's alright. Everything's A-Ok. I guess I just gotta move on and put up with the same crap I've been going through on RP's for two years. Someone needs to be the scapegoat, I guess. Someone needs to be the one who's torn down to pieces in order to make the others look superior.

We all have our roles, it seems. And I'll never get out of mine. But don't worry, I won't leave. At least, not until this RP is finished. Who'd be left to bear the brunt of things?)