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"No", she said calmly.

Though Kashya could not tell whether or not she had meant it as a lie. What she had stated about her loyalty towards the Dark Brotherhood was true. She had no real loyalty to them. Though they had taken her in and raised her, she held little empathy for them, but it was not as a result of who they were and what they did. It was all a result of her own bleak view of life.

Assassins, prostitutes, artisans, carpenters, guard captains. All of them had presented people she could subjectively call good and evil, but it had ultimately resulted in her: a Khajiit who just did not find the appeal of living and who found existence itself to be worthy of her apathy towards it.

If push came to shove, and the Dark Brotherhood ultimately gave the order, she believed that she would find herself faced with a dilemma. Maybe she would obey just out of pure obligation and nothing else, because she did not know anything else? Or would she refuse simply because Nyasia's blooming romance with Helian was all she had ever wanted for herself in life with Kiro, and destroying that would be like destroying a part of herself.

Though her statement was clear enough to Nyasia, the Queen would consider herself lucky not to bear witness to the turmoil that raged inside Kashya's mind at the present.